hmm...

ever wonder if u have some kind of fatal disease? lol... for some reason i think about that alot. its kinda creepy...anyway the reason i bring this up is because yesterday was basically wasted cuz i had to stay in bed until like 5pm cuz i had this shitty ass headache that WOULD NOT GO AWAY. have u ever had the kind of headache that makes ur head hurt so bad u cant open ur eyes cuz it hurts to look at stuff and u cant move cuz u feel like ur gonna fall over and u cant eat cuz it makes u nauseous? well more and more frequently i have been getting these and i dont know what the deal is. originally i was thinking maybe i was allergic to alcohol because typically it had always occured after a night of buzzzzzzin but apparently its not completely related to that becuase friday night i didnt drink at all. anyway hopefully its nothing but im slightly paranoid. i really think i should go to the dr but i dont thnk that will happen anytime soon. yesterday i found out there might be a new tour date announced... 9/11 in chicago hob. i hope its true. im gonna ask for the 12th off tomorrow i think. just to be on the safe side. if it gets cancelled or w/e i can always not take the day off. its kinda funny cuz the stuff is already posted but lisas people cant confirm the date for us. crazy huh...anyway i gotta get dressed. today is my grandpas birthday and we're havin food and stuff im sure :) ok later peeps. have a great day !

overtime... :)

its funny how if ur doing something u remotely enjoy, overtime doesnt suck lol. today i worked 6.75 hours of overtime and it wasnt bad at all. if this keeps up i can rack up some extra dough! awesome and its cool too cuz i got to kinda work my own hours. and i didnt have to take calls woop! lol ok anyway later peeps...

woohooo

howdy peeps...

well today i sorta got a promotion at work. I'm now the 2nd QA specialist on staff. monday and tues i still have my same job but wed - fri (if i go in on overtime on fridays) i do QA. So im totally stoked anyway just thought i'd let ya know!

i can STOP now lol

well i officially know how to do brakes on my car woooop! lol me and my dad changed them out. he was the muscle behind the operation lol. it actually was VERY easy. i was all scared all this time to never do my own brakes but hell...i'll be doing it myself from now on. at least on the miskata. i just did the front ones cuz the backs are still ok so far. i would imagine the backs will probably need it in the spring. (as u can see i dont put many miles on my car lol) anyway its pretty kick ass having new brakes for 20 bucks lol. ok anyway thats all i have to say lol later

insomniac...

howdy peeps....

here i sit at 449am trying to go to sleep. i woke at 9 something yesterday morning why am i still awake? i love insomnia. i like the way that my brain wont shut off and keeps thinking about shitty stuff i dont want to think about. for example...tonight...i kept thinking about scarlett (my last dog) and how she left us. if you dont know the story this is what happened. she was diabetic...she was only like 7 which is pretty young for a schnauzer...anyway her diabetes was starting to make her blind and finally she was pretty much completely blind. following the advise of trusted drs they suggested we have a surgery for her eyes which is generally pretty routine and will help her to see again. anyway, this was right about the time my mom had just moved off, and it wasnt that much after i had separated from my ex, generally just a bad time in my life...so i took her in early valentines morning to have her surgery, against my gut feeling. Scarlett was usually pretty cooperative about visiting drs but on this morning, she did NOT want me to leave her. she grabbed my shoulders when i was trying to hand her to the dr. It was very upsetting...needless to say, i had to go to work and was going to leave early to go pick her up after the surgery. I had been at work about 2 hours and i got a phone call. it was the dr and he said ' i have some bad news, scarlett didnt make it. she was under the anesthetic and suddenly her heart just stopped' i almost lost it because those of u who know me know that my dog is like my child. anyway thats the story and for some reason tonight i cant get that out of my head. then i started thinking about maggie. she still needs to be 'fixed' and i am so terrified to take her in to have surgery. i dont know what to do because they say that if you have them fixed they live a longer and healthier life and are less likely to get mammarian (sp) cancer. but im scared shitless to ever let anyone ever put any of my animals under anesthesia ever again. its like something clicked in my brain and now im terrified. ugh... why am i thinking about all this tonite? its weird. anyway i took a xanax about an hour ago and i drank some milk....hopefully i can get a few hours of sleep before i go try to change the brakes in my miskata

today i had fun. jen, leslie and i went to eat at joe t's and then went to garden ridge and got cool candles and pots and i got this awesome canvas of a record. i'll post a pic of it soon. then we went to the dollar tree lmao and then we went to the movies. We went to see "the island" god i loved that movie. it truly kicked ASS!!! and scarlett johanssen is flipping hot in it too lol. maybe thats why i keep thinking of scarlett cuz of her name. hmmm... who understands how my brain works.. anyway after that we snuck into "charlie and the chocolate factory" it was really cute too. i would recommend both of those movies. altho willy wonka reminded me of what i would imagine jacko is like at neverland. lol

ok im off to battle the insomia with my sheeps from serta or whoever they work for lol.


later taterz

wheeeeeeeel of forrrrtuuuuneee...

Hey people...

Somehow wheel of fortune ended up on my tv and it got me thinkin.... Am I the only person who misses the good old days when they used to have to BUY stuff with the money they won...They had to shop in these diff "themed rooms" that had all these retarded gifts mixed in with real stuff...someone always had to buy a ceramic monkey cuz they only had $43 left in the bank. That was so funny...just made me think when i heard pat sajak. and what is vanna there for anyway. she doesnt even turn a letter around anymore she just touches it. ugh. lol

later peeps!!