What a start of the week...

Well, this week has been pretty crappy so far...good and bad i guess actually. I got to see my mom yesterday and that was really nice. I miss getting to see her often. Anyway she came down to go to her grrl doctor visit cuz she still uses her dr she's always had. He said he found a lump on her breast during the exam and wanted her to get a mamogram. After she had the mamogram she had to get a sonogram too. I was a nervous wreck and I can only imagine how she felt. Anyway, the mamogram and sonogram came back with nothing, noone could find anything on them. So that is good i think. Later on when I got home from work and we were talking, my mom told me she has had that lump since 1997. She asked the dr to look at it way back then and he said it was nothing. So why the sudden urge to be thorough? he just wanted us to get all stressed and worried. Anyway after that, my mom went to see her dermatologist and figured she would cheer her up and low and behold, her fiancee died of the bird flu like 4 weeks ago. wtf??? so that was pretty upsetting too. anyway i think we cheered her up last night when we went to eat together, even if she was exhausted. Then this morning i get an email from my dad saying my grandma isnt doing well at all and that the 'end is near' :( ....